
Last week was a Watershed week. approximately 2 to 3 weeks ago, Pastor Kai casually asked if I would prayerfully consider taking up the ACGL (Asst Cell Group Leader) role to my son’s fren DT. Actually, I had already some inkling of it, as DT had briefly mentioned it during one of our boys’ late night accountability session cum supper.
I kept the thought in my head for a few weeks, but never really gave it much thought, as I was in the middle of working through an opportunity at work. Truth be told, my mind (in the last couple of weeks) was in quite a bit of a whirlpool, with thoughts drifting in and out about what God was doing at my work place, etc.
I had initially wanted to only begin thinking about it once I had settled the opportunity at work. But, I think God wanted it the other way round. The exhortation to “Seek Ye First the Kingdom of God and His Righteousness, and all these things will be added unto you” became a real activity.
As I didn’t reply Ps Kai yet, he dropped me a mail to remind me about it again last week. When I read his mail, I knew in my heart of hearts (Actually I knew from the minute he first asked me some weeks ago) that I really didn’t have any option but to say yes to serving God and His people. I just really wanted some time to think through the repercussions, and the seriousness of the decision, as I was perviously a cell leader in my previous church, and look how that turned out. But, knowing full well that God has redeemed me from my disastrous life, and the fact that He now owns my life, and that I am a Bond Servant of Christ, I could not say no. I asked permission from Christine to do so and replied Ps Kai’s mail to say yes.
After I said yes to Ps Kai, my mind was still quite in a whirlpool, until yesterday, when God spoke very clearly during a slideshow in Sunbeam church (Sunday School). (Thats another story of why I was at Sunbeam church with Kyla for another day)
Matthew Chapter 6:25-34
25″Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life[b]?
28″And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
God’s simple reminder during Kyla’s sunday school was clear as daylight. Yes, I’ve returned the job back to God, but often, the worries of financial stability comes knocking, especially since there is a consideration to close my company’s regional office in Singapore. But, the exhortation to leave all things to God is so abundantly clear, and when the words came streaming through the slides, I felt the unmistakable assurance of God’s Holy Spirit melting into my own heart that morning. Amazing! That God would use a simple message during sunday school to speak so clearly into my life.
So, this coming week, together with DT (who will be the CGL), we’ll be installed as co-servants to our cell group.
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Paul
a Bond Servant of Christ